Late May

Park
Hackysac with friendly level 3's
Dance
Walk to Simon's house
Morgan very upset
Secret tellings in some unknown park

That was my evening. And it was very nice indeed. Sometimes you just want to be serrounded by those you feel most comfortable with, and not a bunch of people that you think may judge you. That was tonight. And i'm so greatful for two of my best friends.

This weekend i'm studying. I may or may not go to a party tommorow night. And of course, open mic on Sunday. Open mic night had become more than a habit, it's a necessety for me now. I so look forward to relaxing on a Sunday night with local guitar players stummin' away and singing with all they've got.

I have exams far too soon. I'm going to Ireland this summer. I need to learn to cook, clean, and be patient. I need to learn a heck of alot more too. I also need to learn what the heck I want.

I am very content. :)

Chocolate

I thought you were the moon in the sky, but it turns out you were just a street light.

Oh, boys.
I think I've been too lucky. I mean I have so many fabulous guy friends, who would do anything for me, and who actually care about me and such, and who want nothing more than to be friends. Apparently not all guys are like that. Who knew.

At least I learned something this week.

Tommorow:
Walk for MS
volunteering
babysitting
memorise the entire life of John A macdonald
do a bio project
read 100 pages of a book
math review
history project
start exam review

It's gonna be great!

Chai tea is nice.
Au revoir
Charlotte

If only I could be bolder

I think there's only one type of folks. Folks. Hey Scout, you know, me too.

Oh my

Oh my gosh. I have had SO much dance lately. It's fabulous really, but so stressful and physicaly draining. Especially today. I won't go into details, but we underestimated how much performing we had to do, and gave it our all in the first 45 minutes. And the for the next two hours had to act as if we had energy when really we wanted to faint. Other than that, twpo hours of practice today, and the same for tommorow.

In other news, our school is on fire. Which REALLY isin't good, as I have 5 classes to do 30 classes worth of chemisty. Gonna be fab. BUT it's fabulous outside, and i'm loving late nights at the park with my friends, and mid-afternoon visits to an old teacher.

Anyhow, I think I'm going to go have a heart attack.
Charlotte

I'm just a moth, wanting to share your light

Hello
How are you?
Good I hope, no please, be great. Be fabulous. Be over the moon, overwhelmed by your own emotions in such a positive way you don't know what to do with yourself. Be in love, be revolutionized, be ecstatic, be free, be confident, be lovely. Tell me you are excited and have never been better. That things can't get any better. You've found love, hope, motivation.

That will make me happy. I have this mechanism. I can be sustained under other peoples hapiness and joy without being happy myself. The fact that you're happy will make me happy for you. When I'm unhappy, when i've lost all motivation and joy, i'll look to you. If you are on the other end of the string, joyful and fabulous. I will be too. I will be for you.

The problem occurs from time to time. I'm not happy, and you have nothing to change that. It's not your responsibility in any which way. But if you were happy, it would work in both of our favours.

Goodnight
Charlotte

Smile in the morning

Where did my body go?

We dance, we sing, we play magic cards

Well, seeing as how I can't quite bring myself to study anymore. I decided this was the second-best most productive thing I could do. This week has been so stressful and long and tiring. Yesterday I came home from school, and slept simply because I didn't have hours of studying to do. That left me with an immense amount of satisfaction. That and the fact that I skipped Interact, Tutoring and a School Skate to do so. Something I would have died before doing this time last year. So perhaps that is an accomlishement. Or a step back, whichever way you wish to look at it. Speaking of steps back, I got my math exam mark back today. As one of my best guy friends would say, "we don't talk about it". Hey, let's leave it at that. I'll turn it around, I always end up turning it around.

Anyhow, it's friday. After school, a big group of us headed to the park, and me and two good friends ended up playing magic cards. Upon returning from babysitting, I promply remembered how fabulous this weekend will be. But, maybe I will just tell you all about it when it's finished.

Sionora
Charlotte